What always happen? Life.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

on the verge

Sigh, I am so exhausted now....
I guess I overrate my own ability to manage time and so I am rushing against it right now.
I tried doing tutorials just now after work while waiting for dad to send us to grandma's house... I did Taxation but I am not sure of my answers... couldn't do the rest :(

I had Starbucks that Cabrina treated me. hahahahaa, literally lar. I paid with her gift ^^
Thanks buddy :) I kinda like this feeling of using cash vouchers! I feel happy seeing that I only need to pay $0.30 for a Venti Caramel Frap & Banana Muffin ^^

Worked @ Novena today, nice sia. I like! Oh, saw Char(L) :)
Hmm. I think I should do this(study out) more often. Quite conducive. Oh, spent today's pay and tomorrow's @ Cotton On. hahaha... but I am happy. I think I was rational enough leh.

(short update, really lazy... maybe will do slightly more detailed one?)

12TH NOV
CYY :( never mind, this Friday :)
Were my eyes even opened?!


MY HAIR IS A MESS.
I harbor thoughts of perming it, HAHAHA.





2nd last picture and it was.. hahaahahaa. random enough, I guess.


I know everyone is trying to make me happy, thank you all :)
Especially darlings who wrote so many cards and whom I spent my evening with @ Hotpot :) We are still the same. Idk aunty or bimbotic but should be aunty lar. Can like brisk walk all the way to a destination, lol. I like the present! :) (of course, I chose it indirectly leh~ ^^)

And my dear SCOs of 0809 for that surprise at night :) I've not seen Grace for such a long time, oh dear.. sorry for the awkwardness thereafter. I didn't know how to react. Thanks for the watch and the book of wishes ^^

My favourite TA29 (though we are TA27 now).
For collaborating with Daryl and Cab and made me walked to that corner in sweat. hahahahaa. No wonder I smell candle from toilet! I like that Time Machine card a lot. I know the concept come from my wish right! "Get me a time machine and I'll love you" I sure do love all of you :)
Thanks for the manicure set and hair treatment ah, lol! I like the smell of the treatment cream~

Not forgetting 0910 who I spent the first few moments of my 18th with @ blk 31 trying to find a red ball huh. Nice idea and I was fooled :(
I know Jo Chingu love me cause she bought me a super huge cake! hahahahaha. biggest slice I ever had :)

Last but not least, everyone who sent their wishes... it's good to know that some people still remember. Especially those whom I least expect... some pri sch friends... omg, memories.
Whether is it through FB or sms, thank you all :)

and Idk if I should be happy that you still remember or be disappointed that you remembered at the 20th hour... what does it mean? I can no longer read you.
I tried so hard not to think but yet I board the same bus, went the same place so how can I not? And that was the first official visit, remember? no, you can try not to but I can't. I tried hating you but I can't. I realise I just love you even more... and I miss you more than the amount I ever did when we didn't meet for weeks. Why were you so perfect?

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13TH NOV
Celebrated Zhang's 20th. BIG TWO!

I like the video we did for him :)

Went to PLU cafe after school and urm, I like the Baileys Shake! Though it tasted more like coffee than alcohol ^^


1-for-1, I didn't even drink half of it. hahaha, I just super chui> :(
I like the board game we played! "Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus". super fun :)

Went Swee Choon and I am really fat. Nothing much in Mustafa... we were all too tired to even think :(

Oh, Emma and I cabbed to school in the morning but still late for 25 minutes! Emma's area fengshui not good, cannot flag cab~
Seriously, bus can be faster at times. hahahaaa, missed two 61. hahahahaa. chui cab.
But nvm, I still love Emma ^^

For the 1st time ever, I predicted the weather correctly :D So I finally wear my thick pullover, super shiok! ^^

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Hectic week ahead.
Mon-UA; Tues-make-up COST tutorial + work; Wed-Dad's bday; Thurs-Xf :); Fri-darlings :) Sat & Sun morning- work
I really scared I forget leh. I got like 3 organisers so I anyhow record one... :(

Oh, I finally received my nude wedges ^^
The workmanship not very good but I like the color. It's like... F-I-N-A-L-L-Y :)

Kkz, my eyes are so heavy that I can't open them. I need eyeliner but when I look like I put eyeshadow on the opposite side. HAHAHA. ok, my eyebags can.
I need to stay strong.

cause when I feel like I am breaking down, I thought of you and I feel even worse... at least you used to be my pillar of strength. I've no pillar to rely on now :( I am really on the verge of breaking apart. I still feel unlike myself without you.
How?

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